lol okay so Chris just got home from a weekend in Napa and we ended up playing our stupid ball game, where we throw stress balls at the wall and see who can catch it. I swatted him hella times, and I ended up getting hit in the head a few times, and I almost kind of destroyed his room while I was throwing it around, haha. One time it ricocheted from one wall to another, it was crazy.
I’m glad I can have times like this with my brother.
..He just walked out of his bathroom, saying, “Dad, I accidentally pooped in our bathroom, so don’t go in there.”
Yeah, I’ve missed having him at home.
I have to say, the cruise I went on with my family in February was pretty amazing. I tried so many new things, and I got to spend a lot of time with my family. I don’t think I even touched my phone all that much. It was refreshing. The blue water, feeding fish while we were snorkeling, going on tours through the islands, swap meets, unlimited food on the ship, and jet skiing with my brother. What more could someone ask for?
Alright, I know this is a while from now and everything, but just the thought is so depressing.
I love my cast so much, with a huge chunk of my heart. They’ve helped me grow as an individual, and have enforced that idea of not giving a fuck. More than half of the entire cast are all seniors, which means they’ll be gone next year, and I don’t get to have Workshop with them. This is my second family. These are the people that have swept me off my feet and shown me a new perspective. Realizing that they won’t be at MHS anymore just breaks my heart.
Don’t compare someone’s failures to my achievements. Don’t compare their past situation to my current one. Don’t compare my potential to anyone else’s, because I’m not them. I can do so much more, and I’ve shown the whole family that. Don’t take credit upon your genes for something I accomplished by myself. None of you had any idea of what I’m capable of until opening night. And don’t discourage me now, after everything I’ve worked for. You say I won’t be able to make anything of my passion, that I’ll end up broke and working another job to pay off my debts. I believe in myself more than that. There are only a few people outside of my theatre family that actually support my goals in life as of right now. But I guess that’s all I need.
I hate it when my cousins and my brother’s friends comes here unannounced. I mean, I love them, but I’m just not up to entertaining then today. I have other things to take care of. If they had let me know they were gunna be here, then I probably would’ve finished earlier. Just, ugh. I want to spend time with them, but at the same time, I have other things to take care of.
